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My Years of Fear and Trembling

Student Film
Directed by: Acacia Wong
Duration: 14 minutes
English
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After writing a novel inspired by her relationship with her mother, Taiwanese New Zealander Alina Wang must learn how to separate from a complicated and destructive relationship.
After the publication of her debut novel, young novelist Alina Wang is pulled back to her mother Michelle’s house to clean out her old bedroom. Alina is hesitant, with a book reading in a few days and the fact that her mother knows nothing about it.

As Alina navigates their strained relationship, old struggles and resentments resurface and Alina is thrown back into her unstable childhood. Through dream-like sequences, the film explores the emotional weight of Alina's relationship with her mother.

Tensions culminate in a confrontation when Michelle discovers the contents of Alina’s novel and they come into conflict over how the book portrays her upbringing. Forced to confront her mother in person over the truth in their past, the film ends with Alina finally realising the faith in herself to let her mother go.
Content Warnings: Mild Violence
Genres: Drama
Perspectives: Women
Studio: Victoria University of Wellington
Producers: Amelia Walshe
From: New Zealand
Produced In: New Zealand
Writers: Acacia Wong
Lead Actors: Nikita 雅涵 Tu-BryantChao Ju Tseng
Key Crew: Acacia Wong (Writer/Director)Amelia Walshe (Producer)Mateusz Mendrun (Director of Photography)H. Eóin O’Malley-King (Editor)Sophie Hampson (Sound Designer)Theo Johnson (Sound Designer)Ben Wagstaff (1st Assistant Director)

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